Baguio, 2

December 19th, 2004

We’ve quarreled again. While at first I said that I prefer to talk face to face to talk things over when I come home by the end of the week, instead, can’t wait. I asked again for space to cool off my head.

I’m on my second day here in Baguio and I’ve been searching my heart and probed the depth of my soul. Most of my time here have been spent reflecting, sorting things out. I’m still in a bind. I don’t really know what to do. I posted a few days ago that a part of me wanted to let go while a part of me wants to stay. Should I go on with this relationship? Or is it high time to give it up.

I received a text last night wishing me to be happy wherever I am now. I called up. We talked. Cried. I invited to have dinner by the 23rd but not sure we’ll meet. Afraid that I would finally propose to end the relationship.

I’ve known this person for sometime now. By the 22nd, we would be on our 10th month but for the past few months, it has been a downward drive. I’ll be leaving this noon back to Makati and still, much time is needed to settle this.

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