365 days ago, after much things have happened between us in so short a time, my amour finally said yes. Yes to a commitment to each other. Yes to be in a relationship even if were miles away. Yes to become a precious one to cherish, to love and to fight for. After much tears, laughter, love and misunderstandings, we are still together. And together, we shall face what’s ahead of us.
Happy one year of love my dear. I love you.
The weather in Baguio coupled with its cool temperature, several pieces of red sweet strawberries, binatog, several walks around the city to take photos and breath in the scenery and other things that the city offered and after much ruminations and weighing things out, I’ve set my mind.
I’m staying. Yes. I’M STAYING!!!
I love this person very much despite the many misunderstandings. But who says that relationships are perfect? We’ve already talked last Sunday while I was on the bus enroute to Manila. I guess, this 10th month will be more meaningful after all.
I love you dear 
A few minutes past 2200H last night and I was able to muster enough courage to swallow my pride. “Hi. Hello. How are you…” We talked. I asked forgiveness. Hmmm. Sometimes, asking forgiveness is hard. But harder still that I’ve agonized, thought, pondered and felt that it was again my fault. So small a matter and I blew my top. I was unfair. When anger shows its ugly head, reason hides.
This is something that I should get a hold of. People get hurt. Everyone loses.
Silence.
Not a single ring or sms received or sent. For a day now, we’re not on speaking terms. I don’t know if I should make the first move or not. My pride got in the way. The whole day I was feeling down. Sad. While studying for my Cisco exams early this morning and afternoon, to working out in the gym, I was preoccupied thinking of what happened to the two of us.
Constant spats. Mistrust. Tears.
I’m tired. I want a break.
A part of me would already want to let go. But another part also wants to hold on.
I’m confused 
How time flies so fast. 3 hours and 40 minutes from now it will be 22 November. Hmm. Really can’t believe that it will be 9 months since I have agreed to commit myself to this beautiful person. Amidst quarrels, misunderstandings and jealousy, somtimes unfounded, we’re still us.
I love you dear with all my heart
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